Ashley

urgh

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 21:17:36 GMT

stress headache. i duno what to think, do.. feel. i know what i feel.. it's wrong. i shouldn't. but i cant help what my heart feels. its too strong, it hurts. all the day.

i do NOT ... i dont even know..i just have to talk to someone..

i know this is mubba jumba .. no one knows what im talking bout. i just wanna .. i dont know. i feel numb. i can't feel. i just need to know... u know?

blah.

<3 ashley

woops

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 17:29:57 GMT

haven't updated for a while. been sick :( blah. I have strep. gargh. oh well. I feel better now, just a lil sore throat, but I still can't go to school cuz they told me not to (the school) pretty stupid. oh wellz.

anyways, 3rd day in a row gotta work now. at least I'll have a big paycheck next week. Get paid today (woohoo!) Taking Tim out to dinner tomorrow night cuz he spent mucho $$ on my last weekend. Today is our 3 week :) And yesterday I requested the 19th off, our 1 month.. and the 27th cuz I'm going to Mankato to visit the Uni, with MJ..and Tim said he probably would come too :) that should be fun. Road trip. I hope Mj is still gonna go, cuz I haven't talked to her since i've been sick.. and I duno if she sent in her thing saying she was gonna go. I remembered this morning too that i gotta request the 3rd of April off too because the ACT test. I really hope I get a good score on it, otherwise I'll retake it in Sept, unless I get accepted to Mankato in the summer. I really hope I do, I really wanna go there.

Tim's going to Mankato Tech this fall, which will be really sad. Try not to think about it cuz who knows if we'll even be going out then, but if we are.. that will be really sad.

I'm so tired. All I do is sleep and work, yet I'm still tired. blah. Tomorrow my parents are pickin up my HW from this week, and I still gotta go back to the Dr. to get a note.

Tired Tired.

blahz

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 22:26:12 GMT

heyy. haven't written in a LJ for a while, changed my name. blah oh well. neways. whats up. nothing here.

uhm school. gym took a test, which is basically extra credit, I got 84% on it. yaya. then i slept. woke up and Mr. Mattson was telling blonde jokes.

Then I had math, stupid test. HATE!! grr. oh well. at least it was multiple choice. then i started sleeping.

then lunch, went out w/ Jen and Marie.. went to Jens house then her moms holiday and then wendys. fun fun.

then i had world geo, booring. had an hour 1/2 of free time.. mostly just played on my cell and then called tim for like 10 minutes.

Marie brought me home. i went tanning *got the bug back!* then went up to Holiday and bought some food..smoked w/ Jeremy and talked w/ him for a bit.. came home.. ate.. drove my mom to work.. came home.. and now I'm here, just waiting for Tim to get off work *nods*

Yeah pretty boring life.

<3 Ashley